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Wanted Person No: 0002 |
Najar Kidnapping |
Sent-Complain Letters |
Published: 11.06.2007 Updated: 17.02.2009,
14.11.2009, 04.01.2012 |
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Information wanted on this
person (please send to
NajarWantedPersons@Yahoo.com)
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Name and Aliases |
Fadia Nagar alias a man disguised as a woman
alias Fadia Ali alias Fadia Shawki alias Fifi/Vivi alias Mrs. Dr. Alaa Ali alias Mabel (Marvin) Pierce the official wife of Scott Pierce and both are official grandparents
of ex-USA-first lady Barbara Pierce Bush of
father side, or one of the hidden children of the Rockefeller, especially
that her fake son Essam Shawki is 100% Rockefeller. Due to the complexity
stiul under construction I need confirmation about
his/her identity. (Added on 11.08.2009) To understand this profile see the analysis of members of my household, kidnapping me from Germany to USA in 1986, kidnapping me for USA to Egypt in 1959, and the secret American military intelligence camp in
USA that simulated the city of Damascus, Syrian in 1959 and I was
kidnapped to it and later from it to Egypt, as well as the members of my fake terrorist and international organized crime
family. (Added on
14.11.2009) Note-1:
These notes shows that even allegedly your best friend,
sister or brother are nothing else but your number one enemy. This person is identified as (added on 17.01.2009): 1. (added on 04.01.2012) See new photo 2. 100% not my biological sister 3. As a man disguised as a woman from 1959
to at least 1964 or 1967 4. In 1967 or possibly in 1964/65 went
undercover in Egypt and was replaced with another lookalike that pretended to
be originated from Italy 5. Was replaced with another
lookalike by the American military intelligence
in 1971 at the American military base McGraw kasern in Munich, Germany 6. See members
of my household that was systematically replaced by another look alike
and at different times and locations through the CIA
and American military intelligence among
others at the American military base McGraw kasern in Munich, Germany between
1970-1971 7. As several persons that exchanged places
at different times in 1964/67 in Egypt and in 1970 in Germany and England and
possibly also in 1991 in USA to lose tracks of my original fake sister from
1959-1964 that went undercover in to unknown to me, yet, other identity
either in Egypt, USA or another country 8. 1959-1964 possibly 1967 and to 95% the
hidden twin brother of Happy Rockefeller alias Margaretta Large Fitler Murphy Rockefeller 9. To 50% it was Happy
Rockefeller alias Margaretta Large Fitler
Murphy Rockefeller 10. Fadia Shawki was raising a fake daughter and a fake son named Asmat/Esmat Shawki the hidden daughter of Michael Clark Rockefeller that faked his own
death in 1961 and Assam/Essam Shawki possibly
also his hidden son or the son of his uncle John
D. Rockefeller the Third alias Mr. Ruge
in Germany alias the Canadian pilot and
apartment mate of her official husband the terrorist Afaf
Shawki that faked his own death in 1967 after bombing his own plane
filled with Egyptian ministers and went in to his other identity as the
current Egyptian president Hosni Mubarak See also letter received of her in July 2008,
photos below, notes about brainwash and ESP manipulation and members of my
household that systematically disappeared and were replaced by other look
alike |
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Name in Arabic |
فادية
النجار \ نجار |
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Relation to me |
My youngest fake sister |
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First saw/met |
1959 in Damascus, Syria |
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Age at that time |
Officially: born on 12.7.1944 In
reality over 40 |
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Last saw/met |
Summer 2001 in Amsterdam, Holland |
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Hidden biological relatives |
Daughter: Patricia Kennedy the
wife of the USA actor Peter Lawford |
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Allegedly Died On |
Unknown |
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Surrounding me during |
Immediately after my first kidnapping
in 1959 in Damascus, Syria. And during brainwashing me and kidnapping me to
USA in 1984/1986, But also during 1960s. |
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Height |
165-168 |
Weight |
IN 2001: 50-60 kg |
Skin Color |
White |
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Hair Color |
Brown |
Eye Color |
Brown |
Religion |
Moslem-Sunni |
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Special Features |
Slightly tilted head/shoulder to
the front, hasty, pretends to be dominant over her husband. Pretends to speak
English with an accent, after 37 years in England, in that she pronounce the
“Th” as “S” |
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Special Crimes Against Me |
Kept me hostage at least from
1959-1969 in Syria and Egypt. Pretended to be my sister. Helped dramatically
to brain wash me by intimidation with the help of James
E. Robinson alias Hisham Al-Jumaiee (the
official grandfather of ex-USA-first-lady Barbara
Pierce Bush from mother side), Adel Hasan
and Dr. Alaa Ali during 1960s and her alleged
first husband Afaf Shawki and persecuted me
with the help of the Syrian embassy in England
and Germany during the period 1976-1986 in particular during 1984-1986. Her
official current husband Dr. Alaa Ali and with
the help of the Al-Jumaiee and Shawki
families in 1968/1969 lured to the Heliopolis Hospital in Cairo, Egypt, knocked
me unconscious and used me without my knowledge and approval to produce many
children that they stole |
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See more description/Details below
the photograph
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Additional Photos
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Is Fadia Nagar alias Mabel (Marvin) Pierce?? (Added on 17.01.2009) Photo-A01: this is how my fake sister Fadia
Nagar alias Fadia Shawki looked like and to 90%, in particular her
eyes, face shape, nose and mouth, between 1959 and 1967 as Happy Rockefeller
alias Margaretta Large Fitler Murphy Rockefeller
the second wife of ex-USA vice-president Nelson
Aldrich Rockefeller alias my brother. Whereby Fadia Nagar was
raising the hidden daughter of Michael Clark
Rockefeller that faked his own death in 1961 and brought his daughter of
an East Asian woman to Cairo Egypt as my fake niece Asmat/Esmat
Shawki that officially and allegedly, and as I was told she lives in
Brighton, England and allegedly married to an Iranian. Her brother Assam/Essam Shawki is possibly also his son, or
the son of his uncle John D. Rockefeller the
Third alias Mr. Ruge in Germany alias the Canadian pilot in Egypt and apartment mate to
their official but fake father the Afro-American Afaf
Shawki that also faked his own death and went into his current identity
as the Egyptian president Hosni Mubarak. From
my point of view they are all absolutely mentally sick and dangerous for the
general public (Added on 04.01.2012) Photo-A02: Left person is Fadia Nagar’s
profile as I saw her last in summer of 2001 in Amsterdam, Netherlands, a man
dressed as a woman which is very visible through this passionate kiss with
the famous actress Angelina Jolie. I found this photo on the Internet |
Top photo: Mabel (Marvin) Pierce a man
disguised as a woman Bottom Photo: John D. Rockefeller senior the founder of the Rockefeller family |
Other
Descriptions/Details
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Name and Aliases |
Fadia Nagar alias a man disguised as a woman alias Fadia Ali alias Fadia
Shawki alias Fifi/Vivi alias Mrs. Dr. Alaa Ali alias Mabel (Marvin) Pierce
the official wife of Scott Pierce and both are official grandparents of
ex-USA-first lady Barbara Pierce Bush of father side. |
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Profession under Alias |
The only job I am aware of: 1976-1977 worked as secretary of
Syrian Ambassador at the Syrian embassy in London, England |
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Official Nationality |
Syrian and English |
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Countries Lived In |
What I saw: 1. (added on 17.02.2009) Summer
1959-December 1959: in a secret
American military intelligence training camp in
USA that simulated Damascus, Syria 2. 1959: Syria 3. 1960-1970: Egypt 4. 1976, 1977, 1978, 1980-1982: England 5. (added on 17.02.2009) 1992/93:
Houston, Texas, USA 6. (added on 17.02.2009) 5 days in
summer 2001 in Amsterdam, Netherland What I was told: 1. 1970-1981/1984: Brighton, England main
residence (adjusted on 17.02.2009) 2. 1981/1984-2002: Saudi Arabia 3. 2003: Bahrain 4. 2003-current: No contact, no Idea What I suspect: 1. (added on 17.02.2009) They are at least two different persons that exchanged
places and the original one went under cover some times between 1964 and 1967
and was replaced with another look alike and very possibly the second look
alike was also replaced in 1970 or 171 at the American military base McGraw
kasern as a strategy to lose the tracks of the original one from 1959.
Original one was 100% a man disguised as a woman 2. Until 1959: USA or England or
Germany, a combination or in all three countries 3. 1970-2002: What I don’t constantly see myself about my fake family, it is always a lie of my fake family, therefore and based on my
experience with my fake family and for all I
know, they live somewhere else and claim to live where they have an
additional residence |
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Official Address |
1. 1959:
Mazeh, Zugag Al-Sakher, by Kiwani, Damascus, Syria (added
on 17.02.2009) = a secret American military
intelligence training camp in USA that simulated Damascus, Syria 2. 1960/61:
111 Al-Higaz Street next to Heliopolis hospital, Masr Al-Gadidah, Cairo,
Egypt 3. 1960/61-1970:
Street name forgotten, Almaza directly opposite the Air Force airbase in Masr
AL-Gadidah, Cairo, Egypt 4. 1970-1977/78:
different addresses in and around London, England and in particularly in
Hospitals housings 5. 1977/78:
Brighton, England 6. Some
times in beginning of 1980s, Hove next to Brighton, England 7. 1984/86-2001:
allegedly ARAMCO housing, near Dammam, Saudi Arabia 8. 2002:
allegedly Bahrain, and thereafter unknown probably in Hove, England |
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Disguise Methods |
Cosmetic surgery, makeup, long
hair, shaving hair of the body, dressing like a woman |
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Official Family Members |
Father |
Abdulhamid
Najar (he does not exist was made up by CIA and English Secret Service |
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Mother |
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Sisters |
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Brothers |
Mohamad
Nashaat Naggar, Mohamad Nuzhat Najar (me), Samir Najar |
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Cousins |
Hani
Baroudi, Basel Baroudi, Bashaar Baroudi, Saamer Baroudi, Hasan
Baroudi, Rima Baroudi, sister-1 of Rima Baroudi, sister-2
of Rima Baroudi, Basam Baroudi, Hiyam Baroudi, children of Jawdat Baroudi, Farihat Kheir, Farhat
Kheir, Faihaa Kheir, Fikrat Kheir, Fareed
Kheir, Fatina Kheir, and others I forgot |
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Husband-1 Husband-2 |
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Children |
With Afaf Shawki: One allegedly dead at birth, Esmat
Shawki, Essam Shawki of her alleged first
husband, but both are not the biological children of Fadia Nagar and her
first Husband Afaf Shawki With Dr. Alaa Ali: Tarek Ali, due to Fadia Nagar is a man
disguised as a woman and married to a man, then Tarek Ali can’t be
their both biological son) |
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Other
Relatives |
Neighbors: Takreeti In 1959 Casey/Qaisi Abo Abass, who they claimed to be crazy And our alleged household: Abd
Al-Hamid Najar/Najjar/Nagar/Naggar Suhair
Najar alias Soso alias Suhair Bdeir, Afrah
Najjar alias Moni alias Afrah Abo-Kurah, Mohamad
Nashaat Naggar alias Shosho alias Nish, alias Nisho alias Nick Naggar, Fadia Nagar alias FiFi/Vivi alias Fadia Shawki alias Fadia Ali, And me Mohamad
Nuzhat Najar alias Michael N. Najar, alias Zizo, alias Nani |
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Biological Family Members |
Father |
Queen Mary of Teck or John D. Rockefeller (senior or
junior) (added on 17.02.2009) 100% one
of the evil Rockefeller brothers possibly Nelson Aldrich Rockefeller or one
of his official brothers or sister |
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Mother |
Unknown |
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Sisters |
Uncountable hidden sisters worldwide of the Windsor and
Rockefeller families (Added on 17.02.2009) See the
profile of the Rockefeller family for all
immediate hidden relatives |
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Brothers |
Uncountable hidden brothers worldwide of the Windsor and
Rockefeller families (Added on 17.02.2009) See the
profile of the Rockefeller family for all
immediate hidden relatives |
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Cousins |
Uncountable hidden cousins worldwide of the Windsor and
Rockefeller families |
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Wife |
Many women worldwide that were raped to hide his own
children while disguised as a woman, such as in Syria, Egypt, Saudi Arabia
and England (Added on 17.02.2009) See the
profile of the Rockefeller family for all
immediate hidden relatives |
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Children |
Uncountable hidden children worldwide |
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Other
Relatives |
Windsor family, Fadia Nagar is
daughter of Queen Mary of Teck or John D. Rockefeller senior or John D. Rockefeller junior and is related to
the Pierce family in particular to Mabel Marvin
Pierce the official grandmother of ex-USA-first-lady Barbara Pierce Bush |
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Friends of the Family |
1960s in Egypt, Al-Jumaiee, Nadia, Dr. Lapeep
and Adel Hasan thereafter unknown |
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Official Businesses |
House wife |
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Businesses Partners: |
CIA, Mosad, English secret
service, American, Israeli, English, Syrian and Egyptian military intelligence |
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Illegal Businesses |
Stealing children and raising
foreign children. First husband Afaf Shawki
was/is Drug dealer and terrorist during their official marriage |
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(Added on 17.02.2009) Notes about brainwash
and ESP manipulation: Please note, I was
heavily manipulated by ESP at least until summer 2008, but also I was
severely and for so long brainwashed and mentally totally suppressed, and
then it became lesser and lesser. Therefore many information and relation
that are written prior to November 2008 are most probably wrong or only
partially right. However I will leave the information unchanged to show what
these human trashes are capable of when they brainwash someone to force
him/her to certain thinking, and anything new I add I will also add the entry
date to it. (added on 17.02.2009) Summer
1959-December 1959: in a secret
American military intelligence training camp in
USA that simulated Damascus, Syria December 1959: in Damascus, Syria ,she pretended to be a young girl of 17
years old, and went for short period to girls school, whereby she was much
older, by decades 1960-1970: in Cairo, Egypt, also pretended to be a young girl of 17 and
went to school for around one year, then she married, and lived in a building
owned by Dr. Lapeep (alias most probably
Rockefeller due to he looks very much like John
D. Rockefeller junior) and neighbor to many Americans who pretended to be
Egyptians such as Al-Jumaiee Family alias James E. Robinson the official grandfather of
ex-USA-first-lady Barbara Pierce Bush and a
couple of hundred meters to Basheer Kwader/Queder
alias disguised as Adolf Hitler and maybe he is, and his hidden children over
20 of them, and also a couple of hundred meters of Dardiri
Ahmad Ismael and Afro/American CIA agent
who pretended to be Egyptian and made it the whole way up as Egypt Ambassador
to the United Nation. And all of them lived
next the American/English Air Force Airport named Almaza (Al-Mazah) and
Military school academy, and both are pretending to be Egyptian and
controlling the Egyptian Army as if they all were Egyptian. Calypso Project incident: My fake sister that was married to the terrorist Afaf Shawki alias Hosni
Mubarak that bombed his own plane in 1967 and went undercover, my fake
sister that raising Essam Shawki alias hidden
son of my fake uncle Jawdat Baroudi alias son
of John D. Rockefeller junior the Second as
he was disguised as my great uncle the CIA agent Fuad
Khayat. My fake sister that was official secretary of the Syrian ambassador in London, England, while I
was being persecuted by Americans and English disguised as Syrian military intelligence
in
Munich, Germany allegedly to spy on former Soviet Union. My fake sister that
was persecuting me from the hidden to cover up for all that while my fake
uncle Jalal Baroudi the official Syrian consul
and Syrian representative to United Nations
in Geneva, Switzerland was persecuting me with George
Estifan and his American chauffer that pretended to be Tunisian terrorist
related to Yasser Arafat that was headquartered
in Tunis at that time. My fake sister Fadia
Nagar
the official secretary of the Syrian Ambassador in London, England while I
was being persecuted by the Syrian Ambassador Dr.
Zafer Sawaf the secretary General of ASMO
at the Arab League to discredit me in my multi-lingual work and force my
employer Siemens
AG and
thereafter ADV/ORGA to not use me in the
Middle East due to my discovery of the fake newly printed Quran at Clett Verlag/publishing in Stuttgart by the so
called Sunni Saudi
Arabian
government that consist of my hidden biological and fake families the Windsor, Rockefeller, Kennedy, Bush, Ford and other fucked up families that can only survive
by enslaving the general public among others under Islam by using terrorists
such as Afaf Shawki, Yasser
Arafat, Osama Ben Laden and many others
described within this web site that I will gather them all to one web page
once I get to it. My fake sister Fadia
Nagar
that came to visit me in Germany during the illegal project
Calypso and during my employment at UDF
consulting AG the brainwash company that officially kidnapped me to USA as cover up for all the other
evil surrounding me and in particular the illegal Calypso
project, and in particular to cover up for the concentrated evil Bush family
that own Oman and arranged for all the CIA and military intelligence agents
around me, because only the commander and chief and his vice president can do
that to me, which was Ronald Reagan and George H. W. Bush that was yet to become a
president of USA and they wanted to avoid that he get involved in any
scandals, and later the same process was performed so his son George W. Bush alias Fareed
Kheir can also become president, because they raise children to become
not only kings and queers but also to become presidents, generals, spies,
whores, singers beauty pagans and many other forced by brainwash raisings.
During her visit she not only damaged my life but also portrayed me as if I
am a violent person and as if I love to be with Arab/Moslem women to confirm
my kidnapping that was yet planned in 1981 and performed in 1984/1986 While I visited my fake sister Fadia Nagar and her CIA husband Dr. Alaa Ali, they set me up also uncountable
times, among others with some other CIA whore that pretended to be Syrian
whore that pretended to be from north Syria and I was forced to think as if I
like her and allegedly like Syrian farmer women, which is the most disgusting
thoughts forced upon me by ESP, and that because they were planning to force
me to be enslaved by the CIA, Mosad,
American/English/Syrian military intelligence whore Najlaa Mahmoud, and for 4
years and each time I visited them in England they visited this whore that
pretended to be married to a very shady Syrian business man in London,
England and was allegedly not satisfied with him and always complained about
her husband in my presence as a strategy to force me to think as if she loves
me or had an eye on me. But also they set me up with my cousin the official
daughter of my fake uncle Badeaa Baroudi alias Joseph P. Kennedy junior named Sammer Baroudi that was allegedly married to a
pilot in the Syrian airline and was visiting in London and allegedly wanted
to see me and as I went to her 4 star hotel and announced my presence through
the reception, she asked me to come up to her room, in her room, she was half
naked wearing a see through sleeping negligee and laying on the bed very
inviting for sex, which it looked to me at that time very disgusting and
disappointing to see my cousin in such a position while she expected me to
come to her room alone. I never understood this situation, and just always
wanted to pretend as if I never seen her in this prostitute like position.
Today I understand it to have been one of two possibilities, either she knocked
me unconscious and get me to the room, raped me along with other unknown
women and then took me to outside the room and made me conscious again as if
there nothing happened and forced these bad thoughts of her upon me to not
find out that she has a child of me, or she pretended to show me how
allegedly beautiful naked or half naked Syrian women could be, whereby she is
not Syrian, she is the daughter of Joseph P.
Kennedy junior and looks a lot like him, just much shorter, has mixed
blue/green eyes and dark hair as well as white with a large chin splitting,
on the other side this is the way I look, except I have brown/green eyes.
This incident is very similar to other incident happened to me in the past,
in Egypt with Esmat Khodori/Chodori alias CIA agent and
Ford family member and at the concentrated evil the American military base McGraw casern with the afro-American
girl, as well as in Saudi Arabia with the alleged Tunisian Stewardess and whore, the daughter of Pauline Robinson Pierce and other incidents,
therefore and since all of them are Americans and in the hidden are
biological relatives as well as that they were trained to do the same thing
as well as they all had ESP, as well as they all originated of families that
survive only by creating many large circle of hidden brothers and sisters,
therefore the possibility is very large that she knocked me unconscious and
rapped me, also that she is very possibly one of my first born children
outside the Middle East and prior to them wiping of my memory in 1959, and
that is a pattern in my life that they use my daughters to rape me to create
as many look alike as possible, enable to have these look a like exchange
places in different countries without anyone noticing, just like George W. Bush and Fareed
Kheir, or Fadia Nagar, or my
fake mother Hayat
Baroudi
and queen Elizabeth II, Adelheid Kuczka and other
unknown, or my ex-wife Anita Disbray that was
forced upon me by the CIA and exchanged places with Leo Sayer and other look alike from England and
Norwegian royalties, and that is another reason why these people are not only
absolutely mentally sick but also dangerous for the general public The official ex-wife of
terrorist Afaf Shawki
that was raising illegally strange children with fake identities, and
simultaneously was at least shortly prior to that the official secretary of
the Syrian Ambassador in London, Syria and since the Syrian government
officially hijacked the TWA airplane and kept
all the passengers as hostages in Lebanon, this mean the entire cruel Syrian
government are officially terrorists with all their Ambassadors including
their evil secretaries alias my fake sister Fadia Nagar alias the ex-wife of the CIA
terrorist Afaf Shawki
that became president Hosni Mubarak of Egypt
under the protection of many small and large crime organizations including
the CIA and American/English military intelligence.
Therewith is my fake sister and her evil husband Dr. Alaa Ali
are officially terrorist living under the protection of the English
government My fake sister Fadia Nagar
is most definitely a terrorist and was married to the terrorist Afaf Shawki that even most people can verify that Afaf Shawki bombed his own plane in 1967 in Egypt
and his brother Elwee Shawki also bombed his
own plane in 1968 and both of them went undercover and faked their own death,
because you can’t charge a dead person or take him to court, and that
is why so many people in my fake family, but
also in my biological family fake their own death and go under cover under
the protection of the CIA and American/English military intelligence. But also
that my fake sister is raising the son of Jawdat
Baroudi and pretending to be her son, and Jawdat
Baroudi is the official brother-in-law of the terrorist Dr. Sami Assassa and
therewith she is not only and ex-wife of a terrorist but also have a very
close and hidden relation to and actual living terrorists, just like her
official brother-in-law Seev/Seif Aldin Bdeir
is the hidden biological father of the international terrorist Yasser Arafat, beside I have the strong believe
that Osama Ben Laden is 99% her son with Afaf Shawki with my current fake sister Fadia Nagar. Therefore is my fake sister Fadia Nagar not only a terrorist but also
mother of a terrorist and married to a current terrorist called Dr. Alaa Ali End of Calypso Project
incident ========================= Calypso
Project Surroundings: UDF Consulting AG
Incidents: My fake sister Fadia Nagar that always appears as needed to damage my life
and cover up for her ex-husband the terrorist Afaf
Shawki alias the current Egyptian president Hosni
Mubarak. I can’t exactly recall if she came to visit me or not
during this period from October 1984 to October 1986, or I visited her in
England, yet I recall that I paid for two flight tickets for her and her
current husband the Rockefeller soldier and
terrorist Dr. Alaa Ali and because they are
allegedly very poor, and they came visited me in Munich for two weeks, I
can’t even recall what happened due to all the ESP control, yet I
recall very well purchasing these tickets for them to come and visit me and
they did My fake sister Fadia Nagar
the wife of the terrorist Afaf Shawki alias
Egyptian president Hosni Mubarak that bombed his own plane with many
Egyptian ministers in 1967 and his official brother Elwee
Shawki also bombed his own plane in 1968 and went under cover. I am
repeating my self and that is due to all it is long time ago and I am being
forced to live like refugee all my life, yet consciously since the year 2000
and sometimes I can’t recall the right incidents in the right place and
time. Yet the pattern of who is surrounding me at my work, privately in
Munich, Germany and outside Munich, Germany is an undeniable brainwash pattern
by force of fake family the international crime organization all over the
world. All that is worth mentioning at this time, place and point is I went
to England many times and oft just to renew my passport, which was a deceive
to force me to go somewhere enable to confirm and tighten my brainwash,
because they were performing many things through created situation to forced
upon me thought by ESP to confirm the evil that they were doing to me
privately and business wise in Munich, Germany, and that should say it all,
especially that they live in England the headquarter of the international
crime organization of the criminal English royalties the Windsor
family, the largest Mafia family. My fake sister Fadia Nagar is 100% a terrorist identity
that is used by several persons and at least one of them is a man disguised
as a woman since 1959 and that is fact, because, and I remember very well that
she was pretending to be a 16-17 years old school girl in Damascus, wearing a
specific uniform such as dark skirt, white shirt with something darker
covering her collar and short white socks, and shortly thereafter she was
married to the terrorist Afaf Shawki alias the
current Egyptian president Hosni Mubarak and went with him to Yemen for
two years to rape uncountable women, because this is the only way she/he can
come close to Moslem women that are separated by law and religion of men, and
therewith had many children in Yemen and then came back to Egypt faked a
pregnancy and an alleged early baby delivery at home, which I saw myself and
allegedly buried the early birthed baby that allegedly immediately died.
Therefore she is a terrorist and simultaneously ex-wife of the terrorist Afaf Shawki alias Hosni Mubarak, and currently and
officially she is allegedly married to Dr. Alaa Ali
since 1970 that is also and 100% a terrorist in that he performs many
different kind of hidden terrorism, among others force people with his ESP
and from the hidden to perform many terrorist attacks in England and Saudi Arabia, but also and the worst terrorism
is the absolute hidden and secret one, which is he disable the ESP by all
children that he directly or indirectly help deliver as gynecologist, and
make sure that only children belong to the Rockefeller
and Windsor families are unharmed, but also he
cover up for child pregnancies and switches babies and that is only what I
discovered, beside he performed a mass rape on me and while I am unconscious
through drugs that he gave me and me without my knowledge and used me to
pregnant unknown and uncountable amount of women at least at his hospital
Heliopolis in Masr Al-Gadiedah, Al-Higaz street, Cairo Egypt and in 1968/1969 End of Calypso Project
Surroundings: UDF Consulting AG Incidents |
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(Added on 17.01.2009)
Letter received in July 2008 from my fake sister Fadia Nagar alias Fadia
Shawki and my response to it:
4.
Letter from July 2008
4.1.
Envelope,
front side
4.2.
Envelope,
back side
4.3.
Letter,
page-1
4.4.
Letter,
page-2
4.5.
Letter,
page-3
4.6.
My
response to the above letter within the same week
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From: fadia nagar
[fadianagar@hotmail.com] Sent: Sunday, 17 June, 2007
13:55 To: MichaelNajarNL@hotmail.com Subject: helloooo zezoooo habibiiii
i miss you so much , how are you ,i would like to see you ,can you tell me where are you now. and how's anas ,where is anas is he with you ? nuzhat by chance i find your email ..so please reply and if you have a mobile or phone number . send it to me please..so i can call you .. and send me your address please.ok we all miss you waiting for your reply soon please . your sester fadia xx
Win tickets to the sold out
Live Earth
concert |
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Email from
17.06.2007 (go to letter-index or go to top of page) |
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From: fadia nagar
[fadianagar@hotmail.com] Sent: Wednesday, 20 June,
2007 01:31 To: MichaelNajarNL@hotmail.com Subject: ..helloooo michael
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hope you are in good health . i miss you so much ..i read what you wrote on space on net . i would like to talk to you about it please .so if you send me email if you have a phone number send it to me please .can you please as soon as you can get in touch with me .my phone is .. (0044-1273-564653 ) i think you have it you rang me before .i will be waiting for you to get in touch with me ok habibi ..love hug kisses ..fadiyaty ..xxx
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From: fadia nagar
[fadianagar@hotmail.com] Sent: Sunday, 24 June, 2007
15:52 To: MichaelNajarNL@hotmail.com Subject: helloooooo nuzhat
habibi .. hi nuzhat my brother ..
habibi i miss you so much ..i would like to help you just tell me how .. and give me your address ,fone number please where you are .. i can come to see you as soon as you send me your address fone number ok .. i will try to help you ..habibi i'm so sad for you ..i didn't know where you are .. but now i'm waiting for your reply ok ..love
xxx fadia and family ..
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July 25 2008
Hello: I really don’t know
what to write you, may be because I don’t want to write to you or even
speak to you. I was kidnapped, tortured,
rapped, and held most of my life as slave and hostage. Any one that has ESP
(Telepathy) and close to me and keeps it secret of me is due to using it on
me without me noticing and that is 100% slavery. I see you and your family playing
a big part of all the above, along with all the other stupid, cruel, vicious
and international crime organization (Mafia) called Baroudi, Bdeir, Shawki,
Khayat, Naggar, Najjar, Najar, Nagar and/or whatever names they use in the
Middle East and pretended to be my family. If you really want to help
then provide me with the truth and of any (and all) photographs of the family
that you may have, including myself. The FBI and CIA stole letterly
everything of me including any photographic proves that I had. And to Abdulhamid alias
Anas alias Mido Najar, he is not my biological son nor the one allegedly came
from USA is the same one as the one I last saw in USA in the year 2000. The
pieces of shit crime organization placed someone in my life and forced me to
believe that he is my son enable to force me to be with Najlaa Mahmoud and
used me to raise one of their hidden children while forcing me to be only
busy with the survival of this one baby that they placed in my life with a
lie. Fact is I was dragged by
force to terrorism project deal with the German, American, Syrian and Dutch
government in 1983/1984 and ever since I am trying hard o break free,
unfortunately without any success and that is due to the family business of
drugs, terrorism, slavery and land stealing. And ever since I am being held
as hostage and slave, among others thanks to you and your family, the pieces
of shit American, German, Syrian and Dutch government that dragged me to this
in first of all, and each one is pretending to be my friend and want to help
me. No thank you, your help is absolutely deadly. This is all I have to write
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My
response sent within the same week
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letter-index or go to top of page) Note: I never heard of her after that nor she sent me
any photographs as I requested, however and very shortly thereafter (1-2
weeks) I started to find valuable photographs on the Internet that are of
the persons surrounding me in my past under fake identities. I don’t
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(Added on 14.11.2009) Note-1: These notes show even your alleged
best friend, sister or brother can be nothing else but your number one enemy.
This note
is about my fake sister Fadia Nagar. It is very sad for me to write all
this and most of all it is very disappointing for me to see a human being with
our intelligence capability be nothing else but a criminal such as Fadia
Nagar and her family, the following notes shows that very clearly. It is
sad and disappointing to me because I thought that Fadia Nagar not only
my biological sister, but also that we were close to each other’s and
more than brother and sister, I thought we were very good friends and that she
is my good sister, but this is what criminal persons do, they con you to reach
their goal while pretending to be your best friend.
In short:
the oddest thing in my life is that Fadia Nagar appeared in my life
repeatedly where she is not supposed to appear. To make it as short as possible
yet very clear I will make a pre-explanation, then I will list the highlights
of situations where she appeared in my life that point out to something very
unusual, odd or bad.
Pre-explanation
1.
1959 they
wiped off my memory and caused a total amnesia, so that I could not even
remember the language that I used to speak or how to eat. My fake sister Fadia
Nagar and my fake mother Hayat Baroudi, as members
of my household, were the first persons that I saw immediately after they
wiped off my memory and both were living with me as follow:
1.1.
Around summer 1959-11.1959 in an military intelligence camp that simulated the city of
Damascus, Syria, most probably was a NATO camp somewhere in USA, or
possibly in Australia, however and most definitely Americans, English and
Germans were present in this camp
1.2.
12.1959-1.1960. In the actual city of
Damascus, Syria
1.3.
1.1960-around 1961/62 in Cairo, Egypt
1.4.
Around 1961/62 Fadia Nagar, get
married to the terrorist and American and/or English military intelligence
agent named Afaf Shawki and moved out to live
with him around 3-5 km of our apartment
1.5.
1967 the pilot Afaf
Shawki bombed his own passenger plane, Russian brand Antonov, killing many
Arab ministers that were passengers and went to his other identity as the
current Egyptian president Hosni Mubarak. One
year later his pilot brother Elwee Shawki bombed
also his plane and killed intentionally his opponents faked his own death and went
into another unknown to me identity
1.6.
1967-1969, I lived between our apartment
with my fake mother Hayat Baroudi and the
apartment of my fake sister and fake widower Fadia Nagar in Cairo, Egypt
1.7.
This is not direct linked to my fake
sister Fadia Nagar, but indirectly, because my fake mother told me that
my fake sister Fadia Nagar is the sister of my cousin Dr. Basam Baroudi
in breast feeding, and Fadia Nagar was most definitely covering up for
German, American and English governments that had a lot of agents disguised as
members of my fake family, while Fadia Nagar
is pretending to be Syria. Around 1962 or 1963 the German politician Juergen Moellemann disguised as the Egyptian
police man Mohi Sabri appears in my life as the
new boyfriend of my fake mother, then they allegedly married in secret by
Islamic laws. This man became my fake step father. Juergen
Moellemann was also and sometimes disguised since 1960/1961 as my fake
cousin Basam Baroudi that was allegedly studying
medicine in some Islamic university Cairo, Egypt. Therewith Juergen Moellemann was twice around my life in
disguise and I never found that out until 2009.
2.
Ever since most odd or destructive things
happened to me and my fake sister Fadia Nagar was always very close,
which could point out that she is one of the responsible persons for setting me
to become in these destructive situations, below are these situations, some of
them may seem as repetition of the pre-explanation, but they are not
Destructive
situations where my fake sister Fadia Nagar was always present.
To be fair:
I do not have ESP and therewith I can’t always recognize 100% who does
not have ESP, in other words Fadia Nagar was possibly used as a decoy to
distracts my attention of the actual persons that were persecuting me to death
to cover up my true identity and my true parents. Yet she is most definitely a
criminal, because she pretended to be my sister but she is not, she knows the
truth about my origin and I do not, she knew that the cruel American, English
and German military intelligence (=NATO military intelligence) were
persecuting me and said nothing and did nothing to help me.
The
following incidents are listed by dates as I recall them:
1.
1959. My fake sister Fadia Nagar
was one of two persons that I saw after my memory was wiped off. She was 100%
either much older than 16 years old or a man disguised as a woman.
2.
1960-1969. My fake sister Fadia Nagar
performed many destructive setups, while pretending to be a very nice person
and my best friend, many of these destructive situations were physically
painful. Below I listed some of what I can recall and relate to Fadia Nagar
at the moment
3.
1960. My fake sister is one of the
responsible persons for burning my
skin by over exposure to the sun on a continuous basis for at least 8 hours
a day for 4 weeks (present were also my fake mother Hayat
Baroudi, my fake sister Afrah Najar, and Saieed Al-Umary), where I dramatically suffered
from this sun burn for at least 2 months afterwards, just to darken my skin by
force and possibly other reasons unknown to me, yet the situation shows that
they sadistically did that on purpose
4.
1960-1967. My
fake sister married to the terrorist Afaf Shawki
alias the current Egyptian president Hosni Mubarak
after he killed many Arab ministers that were opposing the hidden colonialism
covered up by Israel as external distraction of the internal colonialism.
Colonialism means slavery by force of ESP military, police, distractions to
blame the others and other means.
5.
196?-1969. My fake sister Fadia Nagar
was replaced by another lookalike person. The original one went into another
unknown to me identity, possibly in Yemen, Egypt or Even Germany
6.
1960-1969. I did not notice any of the
above I did not even notice that I do not have memory prior to 1959 due to all
the vicious and sadistic and absolutely violent brainwash that was performed
upon me constantly during that period of time and even later and severely until
2006
7.
1968. My fake sister Fadia Nagar
set me up with her housekeeper named Aida very
destructively
8.
1968. My fake sister Fadia Nagar
set me up several time in cooperation with her new fiancé Adel Hasan most destructively from 1967-1986, which
was the last time I saw that cruel person
9.
1968. My fake sister Fadia Nagar
set me up with her mentally sick neighbors most
destructively
10. 1968. My
fake sister Fadia Nagar set me up to be raped by her neighbor and
landlord´s son Hani Lapeep most
destructively
11. 1968. My
fake sister Fadia Nagar set me up to be a decoy boyfriend with the new
Israeli spy Esmat Khodori also written Chodori (possibly
Esmat Khodori is American, English, German or even Dutch spy), and Esmat Khodori is a distraction of Esmat Shawki the official but fake daughter of my
fake sister Fadia Nagar, but also Esmat Shawki
is distraction of Esmat Khodori, in other words
they both are distractions of each others because the cruel American, English and German military steal
children and raise them with brainwash to become the tools for military to
ensure their long-term loyalties, and this also would work especially with
children that has ESP. Most probably other military does the same such as
Russians and French, in particular French Legion were known before the first
world war and until after the second world war to recruit children under 13
years old for military training and war outside France, in other words the
French Legion (equal to the American Marines) was misusing children and
killing them in wars, and American military does absolutely the same thing
today. I read once that a sheriff in some shopping center (in American is
called Mall) in some city in USA, arrested a woman because she slapped her
12 years old son. But when the cruel American military steal children brainwash
them, kidnap them, rape them and destroy their lives as they did to me then no
one does anything about it and every one look on the other side as if they
don’t see. I think anyone under the age of 25 that is drafted to the
military and in particular to any war where the possibility is very large that
he would be killed is most criminal because they deprive him of live and
getting to know and understand life. In the year 2000 and as I was in Houston,
Texas, USA locked up for 10 years by the evil military
intelligence, I was officially 47 years old and started to discover that I
was brainwashed and can’t think clearly because many life knowledge was
kept secret of me by force. So how can a 20 years old or even 16 years old make
himself a sound decision about joining the military? It is impossible, yet
there is American military training camps in
USA that are specialized in training children starting age 12 or 13 or may even
younger.
12. 1969 I was
taken to Germany
13. January
1970. My fake sister set me up to end my fake friendship with the spy Esmat Khodori
14. 1970-1972/73.
I was taken to the concentrated evil American military base named McGraw kasern for a severe brainwash and enslaving
me under the American/English agent Anita Disbray
that kept me letterly as slave for 7 years, covering up my past and preventing
me to understand anything in my life or even advance in life in any way what so
ever. Note Anita Disbray was over 50 years old in
1970 pretending to be 21 years old. During this period around the spring of
1971, I am not certain about the exact timing, possibly it was in autumn 1970, my fake sister Fadia Nagar came allegedly to visit me at the
American military base McGraw kasern in Munich, Germany. What the
hill is she doing there if she is a Moslem and anti-Christian, anti-western
world and all this while I was being severely brainwashed by the American military intelligence in cooperation with
NATO military intelligence, even after she left and until at least mid 1972?
The only explanation I have, is the following, first to distract of the
original Fadia Nagar that disappeared and went undercover possibly in
Egypt, Yemen, or even Germany, just like the cruel German Politician Juergen Moellemann that was disguised as my fake step
father the fake Egyptian police officer Mohi Sabri
and sometimes as my fake cousin Basam Baroudi
that was studying medicine in Cairo Egypt, and Mohi
Sabri was suddenly on 10.10.1969 in Frankfurt, Germany where he allegedly
lives and I never seen him after that but that was only distracting of the
original Mohi Sabri alias the evil German
politician Juergen Möllemann that was
living in another city in Germany that faked his own death in 2003 by killing
his lookalike that exchanged places with him. The other reason that Fadia
Nagar was present at that American military
base is that she was trying to see if I relate to anything of my past since
1959. And in both cases she is evil
15. March/April
1978. My fake sister appeared again in the oddest situation, during the period that
I was being by force separated of my church the Evangelical
Lutheran Nazareth church in the CIA city Unterschleissheim, Germany. May be I should not say
my church, because this church betrayed me as a Christian, yet and because it
was my first comprehensive church experience after and since 1959, I loved it
and I still love the church not because of the bible, not because god, not
because anything except for one thing, I think that the church is a great place
to be in within our corrupt world where parents sell out their children,
brothers and sisters sell out their brothers and sisters, family members sell
out other family members, governments sell out their citizens enslave them,
torture them and through them to be trashed just to enrich their selves. Beside
I strongly believe in team work and the church and from my point of view is one
huge team work for the benefits of others. There are always exceptions and bad
churches and fake Christians such as the Bush
family, Windsor family, the Rockefeller family, the Kennedy
family and many others. Back to my fake sister during this period I was
sadistically persecuted by ESP and other means to force me to leave not only
the church but the entire CIA city of Unterschleissheim. In the same time period I was
also separated of my wife Anita Disbray that was
keeping me as slave for my family and the cruel NATO military
intelligence. All in all they pretended many things during this period of
time among others to separate me of the evil military agent Anita Disbray. During the same time period I was
dragged to the company Siemens AG that was
pretending to help me, in reality they were helping destroying my life one
piece at a time. All these situations with my fake sister presents and when I
consider the past and what yet to come, my fake sister had nothing good to do
here and now except help enslaving me by pushing me by force from one situation
into another to prevent me of comprehending my situations by forcing me to
concentrate on the all new situations while testing me repeatedly if I relate
anything to my past since 1959 or 1960s
16. 1983/84-1986.
My fake sister Fadia Nagar came at least twice into my life in Munich,
Germany and each time in odd situations. One time shortly before I was
separated by force of my ex-girlfriend Adelheid
Kuczka, which is very similar situation as my separation of the military intelligence whore agent Anita Disbray, where my fake sister was also
present. The second bad situation was actually 4-5 visits, however 2-3 of them
were performed by her evil son Essam Shawki.
Which is during the illegal American, English, German, Iranian, Syrian,
Palestinians, Lebanese military intelligence terrorist project Calypso known as Oliver North Scandal, where I was
brainwashed, severely persecuted by ESP, was tortured mentally and physically
and rapped by men and women, then enslaved under the military
intelligence whore Najlaa Mahmoud that
pretended to be Israeli spy that pretending to be Syria, then was kidnapped to
USA against my will. Kidnapping is never with the will of the victim, however I
always say against my will because these cruel persons used ESP (telepathy
to force me to do what they want without me noticing) and I was totally
defenseless and helpless and no one helped. So what is this sister doing again
in this bad situation? Definitely not helping me
17. 1986-2000.
I will add later
18. Summer
2001. I was brought in February 2001 by force of 3 American immigration agents
to the Netherlands. Not one of the cruel family members stood by my side or
attempted to help me, whereby they are all filthy rich, filthy because they
earned their money by drugs, terrorism, slavery, war crimes and other crimes.
Not to mention that my alleged brother in USA that cruel person named Nick Naggar alias allegedly Mohamad
Nashaat Naggar (see members of my
household for more details) is an American citizen, and with one small
application form he could have applied for a residence permit for me what they call
green card, five years later I could have had the American citizenship and
therewith I could have had more rights and the military intelligence, FBI and other fucked up agencies would not have had
as much power against or over me, and that is why I am always being prevented
to have a citizenship, even now in the Netherlands, I could have had the
citizenship in the Netherland by the year 2005/2006 but I was 100% prevented
and they made it look like it is my fault. But my fake brother Nick Naggar is not my brother neither he is the
original fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar that
I met for the first time in my life around 1965/1966 in Cairo, Egypt. Back to
my fake sister Fadia Nagar. She came allegedly to visit me in the
Netherland in summer 2001 for 3 or 5 days, I think it was sometime in June or
July 2001, while I was being forced to live as a refugee in a refugee camp.
Here also and today I have absolutely no good thoughts of this visit. Why the
fuck did she come after all what happened in the past and mentioned above? I do
not exactly know except that she is a very good actress pretending always to be
good, again checking if I am making any relation to my past and if I recognized
anything, because from summer 1999 to summer 2000 I was set up several/many
times or even uncountable times in Houston, Texas USA, possibly some unknown
was either trying to help me or pretending to help me by getting my attention to
military such as the company Texaco, Inc did to me in 1992, but they were pretending because
I did not notice it until after the year 2001 or even 2006, They did that
possibly to allegedly help me relate military to my life, relate military to my
life in Egypt, remind me with military members within my fake family and other situations, they went
even so far to set on me an alleged prostitute that claimed to be from Egypt
while pretending to be drug addict (=my fake
family owns a huge illegal drug business many prostitute house in the
Middle East and Europe and in particular in Egypt and Saudi Arabia) and was
living in the same hotel as I forced to live in on and off from 10.1999 to June
2000, and other things. Therefore my fake sister that 100% has ESP was trying
in these a few days to see if I recognized anything or she is controlled by
some one that has ESP that is using her to question me and talk to me in
relation to what happened and to what I set relation to and if I recognized
anything. But I did not recognize anything until after the year 2006. And that
alone proves that this fake sister is most evil, because she not only did
nothing to help me but also helped in keeping me locked up between 2001 and 2008 to
protect all the mother… cruel American, German and English politicians
and rich business men and women that were around my life from 1959-1986 pretending
to be Syrians, Egyptians, Jordanians, Lebanese, Tunisians, Saudi Arabians,
Palestinians and Iranians.
Other not
very important situations but it is worth mentioning. From 1959 to 1976 I never
seen any sign of any kind what so ever that point out that my fake family were religious or not even near
religious, they always, used to drink alcohol, eat pork use profanity, make fun
of others, cheat, lie, steal, kill, illegal deadly mass drugs. In Other words
and letterly each members I met of my fake family
was Moslem only by words=pretension and not by doings with one exception, my
original fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar that
went undercover and was in 1970 replaced by another agent through the
concentrated evil American military
intelligence within the American military base McGraw kasern that also pretended to be my brother
and later in 1986 he was allegedly called Nick Naggar.
Mohamad Nashaat Naggar is not my brother, they
lied to me, he is an American, English or German military
intelligence agent (=NATO agent, because all governments around my life
are covering up for this piece of shit of human trash) and they brought him
into my life in around 1965/66 by force in Cairo, Egypt and forced me to
believe that he was my brother. Anyway, as he came to Egypt, he was going to
the Mosque (=Moslem church or Moslem temple) on a regular basis every
Friday, but also he organized a Moslem groups out of the students of his school
to persecute Christians and beat them up with sticks this in combination with
the evil German politician Juergen Möllemann
disguised as my cousin and medicine student Basam
Baroudi in the Islamic university of Al-Azhar
(possibly it was Ain Shams university) and other times disguised as my
fake step father Mohi Sabri, shows that these
evil cruel persons were not only keeping me locked up as a slave and hostage,
and using me as a decoy, but also were heavily involved with the Islamic Brotherhood and Egyptian drug lords,
and apparently they were pretending to be spying on them, in reality they were
performing a joint venture with them to enslave the general public.
What is odd
is that my fake brother Mohamad Nashaat Naggar
was as the only member of my fake family as too
religious while my fake sister Fadia Nagar was the total opposite of
religious during this period of time in 1960s in Cairo, Egypt. The contrast of
this or contradiction is that Nick Naggar that
pretended to be my fake brother Mohamad Nashaat
Naggar (disappeared in 1968/69) was absolutely against all
religions, and was always drinking a mixture of bier and cheap Italian wine
called Lambrusco from 1971 in Germany to the last time I saw him in around 1994
in Houston, Texas, USA, on the other side my fake sister Fadia Nagar and
her official husband Dr. Alaa Ali and as they
visited me in the Netherlands in 2001 they pretended to be strict Moslem not drinking
any alcohol, or doing anything against the Islamic laws, which was all acting
because Dr. Alaa Ali and my fake sister Fadia
Nagar, in 1960s in Cairo, Egypt they used to drink alcohol (Added on 30.11.2009: They and in cooperation with the my
fake stepfather Mohi Sabri taught me in 1960s in Cairo, Egypt to drink
bier=alcohol and eat pork because they used to purchase Mortadella an Italian
cold cut meat, and now they are criticizing me because I do) and shop for
pork meat in Italian supermarket in Cairo, Egypt, and in 1970-1986 in England
and Germany they did the same as in Egypt. All in all they are fucked up
because they are distracting for each other’s and in particular for Egypt
and distracting of the real persons that were surrounding me there by creating
confusion on what they are and who they really are and where the hill they come
from?
One of the
most common used long-term brainwash methodologies, is that they setup their
victim to look like as if he/she did something very bad, and force him/her to
believe that and then haunt him/her with memories of these situation to force
his mind to be locked up (blocked) within these situations and fill
him/her with guilt as a major distraction within his/her own mind of their bad,
sadistic doings/persecution and as a distraction of the actual reasons for
their evil behavior towards their victim, which mainly that they raised their
victim to be as slave, which they did to me and constantly trying to do it.
All the
above is not easy for me to write, but it is her presence in the above
mentioned situations that make all the difference between good, bad and
concentrated evil. Is Fadia Nagar good, or is she only a regular bad
person? Another possibility based on all the above mentioned is that Fadia
Nagar is pure concentrated evil with ESP.
Last note: that has nothing directly to do with the
above, but in the hidden indirectly. How the hill can I express myself in the
Netherlands, as mentioned above, when I do not speak Dutch? But the other side
of me not being able to speak Dutch and understand my environment or make my
environment understand me is that I have time to understand my past and the
cruel persons around my life that kept me letterly as slave and haunted me to
death from one country to another.